Sitting back I only wish    Today will turn out fine    And wash away the stain    The poison in my eyes    What do you recommend    I feel my life descending    I'm falling out of reach    Catch me as I bleed (again).    If I could be all by myself    I could be me    If you could see, live with my pain    The thoughts that I keep.    I hate the way they are    Their patronising thoughts    Tried to get inside my head    Ask the question I have read    But one thing makes it hard    Feel so fragile as I cry    So confused yet so alive    So abused the system lied    You lied to me.    If I could be all by myself    I could be me    If you could see, live with my pain    The thoughts that I keep.    Alone...alone.    Hands appeared around my neck    Felt so hard to breathe I stared    As my focus turned to haze    I could see them.    If I could be all by myself    I could be me    If you could see, live with my pain    The thoughts that I keep.    If I could be all by myself    I could be free    If you could see, live with my pain    The thoughts that I keep    Alone, alone, alone.    Descend....descend.