Honest to God I never gave it a thought   That I'd be much better without   I was stuck in a haze another year in a daze   That I'm still left wondering about   You carried a lot but it seems you forgot    That your bad luck's weighing you down      You're charming on your way down   When everything's impossible   You finally found your way out   Now I know, I know I'm disposable      Been thinkin a lot and a lot's too much   But somehow it's all that I've got   The way you can be it's all a mystery to me    And I still can't figure it out   You carried a lot but it seems you forgot    That your bad luck's weighing you down      You're funny on your way down   When everything is laughable   You're way beyond my last doubt   But I'm the one they can't control   You finally found your way out   Now I know, I know I'm disposable      I'm buried alive don't know how I survived   The wake could make me drown      You carried a lot but it seems you forgot    That your bad luck's weighing you down      You're charming on your way down   When everything's impossible   You finally found your way out   Now I know, I know I'm disposable   Now I know, I know I'm disposable   Yeah now I know, I know I'm disposable