sometimes i ask myself why even bother   it goes in one ear, right out the other    out on a limb, out on the edge, no matter what they say    the pleasure of pain, day after day, dat after day    love kills, it hurts me to see you this way    love kills, it kills me to treat you this way    each day we rise with the sun in our room    needles and pills lead us right to our doom, right to our doom    looking like the tail end of a hurricane   death warmed over, the rear end of destruction, rear end of destruction    pock marks and scars adorn your face    it used to be pretty but it's just getting ugly because you're getting caught up in a losing race.    you're drowning in a sea of drugs they pull out the carpet,    look at everything you've taken what have you done?    the distance grows, you're fading away    disturbed since birth, no way to control you    you took a vow to love me forever    never say you're sorry 'cause i did it my way, i did it my way