This is the beginning of the end   From this point on and on   Nothing will ever be the same again   My life is going its own way, running its own race      I need structure, I need belief      Now I can't find a single word... speechless   Now I can't find a single emotion... numb   How can I get my life back...dead?      Stranded I am   Trapped I feel   Defeated by time      My mind still stands here   Twisting, turning and changing it all   Reforming me into something I don't recall   I wanna set things straight   I wanna make things clear      This is who I am   This is what I feel   This is how I die      Now I can't find a single word... speechless   Now I can't find a single emotion... numb   How can I get my life back...dead?