I?ve never since felt life as dry as it was inside you   I?ve tasted plenty and it only made me gag   I wanted more, now I have it all without you   If I could have only left without that thought      I would have left with him and you a childless wreck   I would have taken it upon myself to leave you   Strapped with the burden of unclear thinking   That?s what you do best, you?re always thinking   And not acting rationally      You just needed someone to love you   God know I don?t, I never did so disappear   You gave me every reason to   And still I didn?t break your face in      So where?s my son and where?s your scars?   Do you still limp from my fist fucking fetish?   And my midnight naked messages in your ears?   So why didn?t they come? Why wasn?t she born?      I would have taken her right from underneath you   She would call you mother, I would call you host   And you would just call on every lie   You could to feel just and sane, keep your word   How little do I really understand?      I knew enough not to touch you there   I should have saved myself for the last but still   I broke in the beginning and broke your hold in the end   And on you went barren and content   And I the other direction experienced in nothing special