My eyes are empty      The house is quiet now   Today has claimed and ruined me      My pulse is waiting   As boredom strangles it   I might sleep but I won't dream      Is that what I need?   Is that what I need?   I wanted to see, I want to believe   So I scratch and scrape to find   To find a reason to live in a god or a girl   Oh, I tried, I tried   To abandon guilt, other things that don't exist      The hours numb me   Some words are stinging still   But I don't feel them when they do   My head is open, my eyes are bleeding   And they demand to see the truth, the truth, the truth   But what would that prove?   But what would that prove?   I wanted it too, I wanted it too   And I strain to see the sun   I'm just so sick of the gray and the rain   This is it, I am done   I am done   And I'm laying down   Let today roll off my back, I'll be all right