It's so depressin', uh   Be the realest shit I ever wrote   (Money and cars, bitches)   Shit Is Real Part 2   (Drugs)   Modern day   (Society you know?)   See what it's like to walk in my shoes   It ain't all fun and games   (You heard?)      Yo, yo, I'm sick and tired of stressin', every days a different lesson   I'm free-fallin', tryna leave this deep depression   My son Joey still slow, my mom's got cancer in her throat   My big brother sniffin' dope   Let me know how many motherfucker wanna be just like me   Screamed at and treated like shit by your wifey      This hot bitch be sweatin' the coke cash   My baby mother think I grow doe out my ass   It's like, how much fight I got left in me   Niggaz won't be happy till they bring the fuckin' death of me   But you never see Joe look weak or flow off beat   And Charlie sees the board in four more weeks      You gotta walk, where I walked   Bang where I bang   Slang where I hang   To get where I'm going to   Stay where I stay   Blaze who I blazed   Pay dues, how I payed   To get where I'm going to      You gotta walk, where I walked   Bang where I bang   Slang where I hang   To get where I'm going to   Stay where I stay   Blaze who I blazed   Pay dues, how I payed   To get where I'm going to      Uh, yo, the South Bronx, nine years later   Ain't nuttin' changed, niggaz still playa haters   T S, the best that's done it, forever live and never front it   Reminisce of when I used to hold heat and tell niggaz "Run it"   Now we flooded with jewels, hundreds of dudes   Crowd the Coliseum to hear their favorite tunes      Then at the time of our prime we caught a sick one   The Angels came down, took my twin Big Pun   Shit were unbalanced throughout the whole world   All I could do was try to provide for his seeds and his old girl   Hope your listenin', tell Ton' that we still missin' him   I'm like a prisoner in jail with no visitors      You gotta walk, where I walked   Bang where I bang   Slang where I hang   To get where I'm going to   Stay where I stay   Blaze who I blazed   Pay dues, how I payed   To get where I'm going to      You gotta walk, where I walked   Bang where I bang   Slang where I hang   To get where I'm going to   Stay where I stay   Blaze who I blazed   Pay dues, how I payed   To get where I'm going to      Yeah, uh, aiyyo the third verse is dedicated to you   Even though you switched teams, man I'm praying for you   We used to stay up all night countin' dollar for dollar   You was my son's godfather, where the fuck is your honor?   Can't even rap the shit we did together   You'd probably have me shackled locked down, doin' bids forever   You broke the first code, I'd like to twist ya wifey till it roasts gold   Snitch nigga, turned state to sold ya soul      How could a nigga that was clappin' in the streets   Start yappin' to the deez, like what I rightly should believe?   Like ever verse is a charge, for every hurt there's a scar   I never once tried to hurt cha'll   I'm just tryin' to do me, sell a few CDs   Buy land in Miami and cop a new B, come on!      Motherfuckers think it's sweet   Think a nigga got money and a nigga don't feel pain   You ain't never feel my pain   You don't know what the fuck I'm goin' through   Niggaz lookin' at me like, "He got it made"      Like I ain't lose Pun, my grandfather a week later   My aunt a month later   Like my fuckin' sister ain't in a coma right now!   You motherfuckers don't know pain!   Let's get one thing clear, money'll never buy you happiness   My true niggaz walk with me now      You gotta walk, where I walked   Bang where I bang   Slang where I hang   To get where I'm going to   Stay where I stay   Blaze who I blazed   Pay dues, how I payed   To get where I'm going to      You gotta walk, where I walked   Bang where I bang   Slang where I hang   To get where I'm going to   Stay where I stay   Blaze who I blazed   Pay dues, how I payed   To get where I'm going to