falling down into the secrets   the secrets in my mind   leaving all my life behind me    absolution hard to find    memorys dawn in pale forgiveness   i know i was unkind   can you please forgive me   never enough, i fall apart      sawing feelings in my own cage   my soul is crying loud   longing for some rest in my brain   no more turning inside out   memorys dawn in pale forgiveness   my time to feel is gone   can you please forget me   never again, i`m lost on      heaven`s ground - lost between those feelings i have never found      sometimes i look in the mirror    the mirror of myself   is it just a waste? or something   something i should build   memorys dawn in pale forgiveness   my time to feel is gone   can you please forget me   never again, i`m lost on       heaven`s ground - lost between those feelings have never found      i am lost in myself - on heaven`s ground   i am lost in myself - my soul cry`s loud      heaven`s ground - lost between those feelings i have never found