A rude awakening, I realize   There's cold obsession in my eyes   An alien face that i have to show   Belonged to me then Some years ago   I'm not myself      I've killed my feelings,I'm soulles ice   There's cold obsession in my eyes   My hidden self comes, comes out again   Now filled with hatred and so full of pain   I'm not myself      Bullshit me with all that fiction   Your propaganda's my addiction   I don't believe a word you say   I wanna have and walk my way   You hide from death in lies of life   But then you die, who'll tell me why?   Leave me alone and let me be   You make me blind , but still I see      Although so young,I'm old and wise   There's cold obsession in my eyes   I face my fears, I lose the fight   My soul is darkened and knows no light   I'm not myself      I've killes my feelings , I'm soulles ice   There's cold obsession in my eyes      Bullshit me with all that fiction   Your propaganda'a my addiction   I don't believe a word you say   I wanna have and walk my way   You hide from death in lies of life   But then you die, who'll tell me why?   Leave me alone and let me be   You make me blind , but still I see      I'm not myself...