First time on earth, going to have to tell you how to laugh   Smile like a star, a young disaster, you fist fight yourself   Like look for the thread, try to keep the gloves above your head   Time tied them tight, you can't pick things up, sit beside watch while      Today's too much for you, you just want to go, don't you?   You're damned if you don't and you're dumb if you do      Knock, knock, shoot the clock, slip into a sleep full of sweat   Think you closed your eyes, see the water rise, swim like a child might   Swear at the sun, fumble your words like a gun, you're rusting in the street   And you try to trust your feet to find you, someone numb      Today's too much for you, you just want to go, don't you?   Aching in my arms, you've come to harm, you've come to harm   You've come to harm      Die before you disregard the logic in your veins   You say the word again, you hear the word again   Do you hate the word again?      Step into my room, 1000 of you, 1000 of you   Nobody cries, you slip out of your lies, flick, night, light dies   All of your cells yell surprise, death had beautiful eyes   Death had beautiful eyes      Soul in a spoon, heart in a jar, that's what you are   Soul in a spoon, you're coming down soon   That's what you are, that's what you are, that's what you are   That's what you are, that's what you are