Felt the best that I could feel censored every memory   Give me yours so I can feed mine   Anywhere but far away, can't be what you meant to say   I won't miss you in the meantime      All jokes aside you should decide   If it pleases or pains you   You should be allowed but you were beat out   So nothing can save you      Closing up into the end, try to start it up again   A lower voice and tired heart beats   Take away the self esteem, force it through to get relief   Taking everything that I need      Spirits all keep coming down   Come around with answers, I'll cut my teeth in slivers   You're up and gone and senseless   Broken open your abscess      Is it all or is it none? I can't decide   Closing all the one way doors   Till I am left outside, that's just what I see   That's what I came to see   Now you shut me out, I feel left out