When you decided you wanted to leave me   I didn't say much   Just treated you as you were free      So many times I wanted to pull back   Intense begging was of no use   Just treated it as loneliness      Because I can understand   Her kindness was a kind of release for you   Just honestly tell me   Who do you love the most?      Actually you really love her   As my punishment   Saying you didn't think of her   was pitying me, right?      I already don't have any excuses   I can only let go   I don't dare demand you   to say you love me      Actually you really love her   Is she really gentle?   Actually you really miss her   Just say it      I already don't want to say too much   I cover my ears   Don't want to hear you say again   that you really love her         F.I.R