words spilling out like a flood   into the air with a shove   pushing away the rejection that you feel from within   over again      always reassuring everyone   that you belong as you run   into the place that you think they all will be      it makes me cringe   the desperate cry   to be received   without a lie   your deep felt need   i see in me      honesty trades for a facade   that you proudly display and applaud   because, who the hell, likes who we really are      [chorus]      drive to truth and self acceptance   brings a storm of deep repentance   disappointment self projected   i don't want to be rejected