If it were all just gone   If it just wasn't there   Would I disappear?   Would I even care?      Avoid in the arrangement   A blind spot in my mind   A space in what's important   A black hole of some kind      It walks right beside me   Invisible to most   Not an apparition, not the holy ghost      Stumble through another day   Not knowing what is wrong   Not stolen, not lost or broken   Been missing for so long      Can't quite find it in me   Fading pulse, can I survive?   My heart fails me again   Flat lined but still alive      It walks right beside me   Invisible to most   Not an apparition, not the holy ghost      Dragging it behind me   Can't hold on any more   Slips through my fingers   It scatters on the floor      It hovers right above me   As I move from door to door   When I hang my head in shame   It lies there on the floor      Searching for what I may never know   It's missing, I can feel it   Can't just let it go   When I reach out I can feel it      It walks right beside me   Invisible to most   Not an apparition, not the holy ghost      It hovers right above me   As I move from door to door   When I hang my head in shame   It lies there on the floor      Talks from inside me   Silent to most   Not the voice of God   Not the only ghost      Dragging it behind me   Can't hold on any more   Slips through my fingers   And scatters on the floor      It lies there on the floor   Missing