Oh baby      It's better that it hurts   It's better that it feels this way to me   I can't be too comfortable   'Cause loving you is not my destiny      Said I'm concerned that I feel this pain   My heart is aching, breaking   Pain staking in this gambling thing   This ain't no parallel universe, parallel life you choose to      In one your living like love of my life   And in the other your the daddy of theirs   So I play Russian Roulette and put this phone to my ear   Just to say, just to say yo this is Ms. Stress      It's better that it hurts   It's better that it feels this way to me   I can't be too comfortable   'Cause loving you is not my destiny      See too much asked of me through his lips   So I attempted to be all that dreams suggest   To the ego and promise the soul   I tried to be all he had ever told      Of the interchangeable face and physicality   And mentality, she, she as closely   Now he summoned all my tears abandoned we   I lived alone for years no longer knowing who exactly is me      As I began the punishment for his perfection   My vision nearly lost the direction   My return to innocence was lost and his ID you see I forgot   And instead I saw protection through judgment   Now angels and devils look alike to me   Sometimes quiet sounds like lonely to me      My my angel, I'd stopped breathing for you   If my life was possible without end   To be sure of love I'm needing more than just a casual affair   But the pain runs deep, internally   But clearly seen when you're not there      It's better that it hurts   It's better that it feels this way to me   I can't be too comfortable   'Cause loving you is not my destiny      It's better that it hurts   It's better that it feels this way to me   I can't be too comfortable   'Cause loving you is not my destiny      It ain't my time to die right now   You to I means death of my heart, my visions, my dreams   It ain't my time to die right now   You to I means death of my heart, my visions, my dreams   It ain't my time to die right now   You to I means death of my heart, my visions, my dreams