It isn't just that we cause each other such pain   Everywhere we go now, at home or at play   It hurts my self-esteem, it hurts my everything   I am reeling oh, it hurts my feelings      Sometimes it was heavenly   (Sometimes it was heavenly)   Sometimes it was too heavy   (Sometimes it was too heavy)   Sometimes it's just too much for me   (Sometimes it's just too much for me)   Well I want to run away   (Oh, well I want to run away)      Then there are the things they cast this doubt away   Those things that made me stay for so long   Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now   Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now   I didn't understand then, but I understand now      It was the best of times, it was the worst of times   And they both rushed by, like a thief in the night   Taking no prisoners, just like the first time   Adventures in paradise just like the first time      Then there are the things they cast this doubt away   Those things that made me stay for so long   Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now   Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now   I didn't understand then, but I understand now   (Understand)      Then there are the things, cast this doubt away   Those things that made me stay for so long   Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now   It's not make believe then, I'm not make believe now   I didn't understand then, but I understand now   (Understand)