Endless parade of gross perversionsLike pins pushed into my brainHowever short-lived it may beI remember the sweetness of the painIs the greater sin the act I committedOr the lie later expressing disgustThat doesn't exist most of the timeA lack of morals or a lack of trust?No more blood in my heartJust concrete pouring inProtection from convictionMortared by my sinMy face slowly turns to stoneNo one gets insideNow I have my secret placeNow I can hideThe white I wore in my dreamsIrrevocably blackenedAnger settling over my eyesAt finding myself lackingI let them into my darkest hallsAnd I hate myself for itThey never knew as they overturned thingsWhat was being destroyedReplaying and relivingThe dark passages of my lifeSmiling as I wreak the vengeanceI can never realizeMy hands and eyes stay on meI have made my choiceThe big man I am insideWill never use my voiceI make the lame excuses I heard beforeAnd didn't tolerateI look into the mirrorAnd what I see I surely hateWretch that I amWho'll free me from the body of deathThe answer's written in my stoneWaiting for my breath