In my mind I'm crawling on your floor   vomiting and defeated   Total absence of grace   your reluctant voice saying; you decide your own fate      But I wear rubber bands round my soul   they keep me from crawling   And these rubber bands round my sould   They keep me from falling      In my repeated dreams    you stare at me with and empty gaze   you turn your back on me   and you search for more intriguing days      loathing this   controlling this   let me get a hold of this      so I wear rubber bands round my soul   they keep me from crawling   and these rubber bands round my soul   they keep me from falling      And then when you are not in my dreams   and not in my mind   but we are at the same place at the same time   rubber no longer holds the borders of my soul