I can't escape this state of mind   It always stays the same, I fail to believe   Because nothing ever works out like it should   I try to believe in your words   But deep inside it eats away   Deep inside it eats me away      So I've learned   I've learned not to trust   It doesn't come so easily   It doesn't come easy anymore   So I've learned      Every time you see so confident   And every time you reassure me   Trust me now and I want to believe   Trust me now and I still want to believe      I know its good intentions   But it always ends the same way   Trust me now and I want to believe   Trust me now and I still want to believe      Now I take it on   Now I take too much on myself   Every time you seem so confident   And every time you reassure me      Trust me now and I want to believe   Trust me now and I still want to believe   I still want to believe you   This state of mind holding me back