You're the only one that understands - who i really am   You pushed my demons far away - she pushed his demons far away   I can't understand how I - could ignore this all the time   You knew it all and so did I - how could I ignore this      I wish I could explain   But my guts just slipped away   (I) don't find the words to say   My foremost wish is you would stay      I know - You know   That Ann was more than just a friend   You knew - it all      We've been knowing for so long   But all the time we spent - and all the years we had are gone   If I find the words - and tell those things I want to say   We'll face reality - I want to ignore it      I wish I could explain   But my guts just slipped away   (I) don't find the words to say   My foremost wish is you would stay      I know - You know   That Ann was more than just a friend   You knew - it all   That Ann an me did understand   We had - good times      And the feelings we had   All the times that we shared   Have never been a lie   You shouldn't call this one a lie      Do we really have to explain?   Does it all work out in the end?      I wish I could explain   But my guts just slipped away   (I) don't find the words to say   My foremost wish is you would stay      I know - You know