[fiend]   All I follow is the jones as I reminisce   Reminisce take chance as I remember this   I was fifteen, anti fiend   Never thought I'd make it to music as a dream   All I had was kevin and my momma jackie   The pen and pad, and I have a papi   Taught up from the world, that you gots to be hard   Shit, new orleans is the city, I remember fightin over wars   See, long before you give me the charge I beat my cause   I'm a nigga no more or less surrounded by flaws   I'm all yours but understand my future thoughts a few   My days could be navy blue, and I'm a believe in you   See I'm tru, because my niggas keep me goin as well   Droppin tears cause I'm the only one alive to tell   And if I'm goin to hell, at least my life is enriched   By keepin family beside me, and they accepted me as click      Chorus   And I'm a soldier in the world live me long   Cause I a got my hustle on and I done done wrong   No one understands me, neither do my family   That's why I believe in you, to see my ass through, my God x2      I entertains my brain with a cloud of smoke   My brother been gone for five years, and this is how I cope   I hope, wishing and praying that myself be next   My girl die straight innocent but because of a ex   Got me vex drinkin, totin my gun under the moon   And no matter how many bullets, bring her back no time soon   I'm tired of departing with killing, all of my dogs bleedin   Bodies every other day, on washington and ? ? ? ? ?    Oh lord, I'm even scary to open obituaries   Gettin mail from cemetaries stating that I'm buried   Pain varies, to tell the truth it all hurts the same   If I don't to see some rain, cause life is a strange pain   Bullets don't carry names, but me, it's like short   Now here on life support, from not the right support   I hold your quote like the killer, but lose a g   A small fee for what that nigga did to a family      Chorus x2      Shit, I'm a reminisce like this while I'm in a good state of mind   Now I'll never low, truly knows in no greater time   Down line, I've a lost some of my best partners   Bullets pop us got em cause the rhyme, was it the coppers   Now who is to blame, the hunted or the hunter   Cope on his mind, much as I can and wonder   Was my prayers to God injected or neglected   Question the man if I can or respect it   Serious, if just by my minutes, if us gone as begginers   Split em, we piss on the ground, screamin bury me with em   My lord, you never suffer newborn, I'll guard your daughter   Killing in my city like there's something in the water   Why bother? because fiend's strandin heads then I'm gone   And a soldier gonna survive till it's time to go home   Now notice I'm a survivor   My feelings go out to the families of g slim, and miss michelle tyler      Chorus x4