Colorblind   Reaching to the back of mind   Terrified   Shifting in and out of time   Fear overcoming my senses   Waiting is agony   Point of intensity increasing   Dreaming, forbidden anxiety   Screaming....distortion      Pressure builds, suffocate   Smothered by a feeling unable to control it   Magnify amplify   Smaller than a needle's eye   Pressure builds....distortion      Sickened mind, mirage or reality   Gonna break, I'm gonna break   Open mind, door closing fast on me   Gonna break, well I'm gonna break   Distortion      Blackness so cold   Unending descending transcending my soul   Distortion   Blackness so cold   Density crushing me   Weight of the world's distortion      Crazed stage, ill faze   Weight of the world's pain      Bow down, bow down, bow down to   Distortion      Punching through the other side   Paralyzed, kneeling, unable to control it   Petrified, nullified   Bigger than all space and time   Pressure builds....distortion      The pressure's getting to me   And I can't do much about it, you know?   Sometimes I just sit around the house   and I say to myself   Looking at these four walls   And I say "What the fuck am I alive for, huh?"   What am I alive for?