On my own   Pretending he's beside me   All alone   I walk with him 'til morning   Without him, I feel his arms around me   And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me      In the rain   The pavement shines like silver   All the lights are misty in the river   In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight   And all I see is him and me forever and forever      And I know it's only in my mind   That I'm talking to myself and not to him   And although I know that he is blind   Still I say there's a way for us      I love him   But when the night is over   He is gone   The river's just a river   Without him, the world around me changes   The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers      I love him   But every day I'm lonely   All my life I've only been pretending   Without me, his world will go on turning   The world is full of happiness that I have never known      I love him   I love him   I love him...   But only on my own...