Let me say that I know when I should be confessing   I'm counting everything- my change and blessings   Chemists cursed me imbalanced   I ran through the streets until my legs gave in   "Hey, even without light I could see that we were failures"   And I am coming clean of dreams that don't exist   Oh God, it's in the air when it should be   Safe between our hands   "And love, even without light I could see that we would fail"   Let me say what I mean   Let me sleep on your floor   Let me learn to love   Cause I can feel my face sinking   through bruised bones, barely hiding my mind   Failure fascination - I got a count on all I'll never have   And I am dying to not give up on this      (And I confess, my fixation is my fix)   And I've been running around trying to find my home   Twenty years on the run trying to find my own   (And I confess, a house is not a home)   My head is red- my bones black and blue   Fever burns- choke on words at the thought of you   (And I confess, fixation is my fix)      Sing a song for the disenchanted   Hum a hymn for the misdirected   A little love for the sons and daughters   shadow-sitting life in forgotten corners   (and then)   I fell hard over myself again   I confess my love for everything   I woke up and needed to sleep again   With the music bleeding in my veins   Goddamn the yesterdays   With the love of all there is to love   We're who you're dreaming of   With the music bleeding in my veins   Goddamn the yesterdays   With the love of all there is to love   You're the one who we're dreaming of   I confess...