seems like you just started noticing   how noticeably bad things really are   and then you walk past this couple arguing   in a rolled up window parked car   an all that gesticulated bitterness   an alla that muffled yelling hell   it's like it just starts wafting at you   like a big furry rat died inside of that wall kinda smell      bad dreams like this roll in like a cold front   thunderous thunder and lightning in tow   and your tiny little life gets even smaller   as you heed the heavens' mighty show   i don't mean heaven like godlike   cuz the animal i am knows very well   that nature is our teacher and our mother   and god is just another    story that we tell       you're trying not to grasp   not to start grasping   at straws or sticks or stones   you're trying to learn to just sit inside your sadness   even if you're sitting there alone   cuz just like icarus ascending   never intending to look back   nature's law and your tragic flaw   are vying to send you flying into the arms of another venus fly trap      guzzle till the buzzing stops   guzzle till the buzzing stops   guzzle till the buzzing stops