Soft talking:      What can we do with all this fucking pain   Somebody stop the pain      Singing:      I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life   And for me to end it would be so nice   Somebody driving on this back street   So I could leave my shit all on the back seat   Cause I don't love my life no more   So I don't wanna fight no more   I felt this way before but it died out   So I shot my fucking eye out   Nobody understands me help   But I don't understand my self   I always find myself bein trapped   And my drugs that I take so I'm at   That point in my motherfuckin life   Where I don't wanna live a fuckin lie   I just wanna die      Chorus:      I just wanna die   Die   I just wanna die   Die      Let's go on a journey   Boldly go where no man has gone before      Verse 2:   Buckle up and lets take a ride   I want you to watch me commit suicide   We're headed for a place in a dark land   In desperate search of that dark man   But don't you move keep it right there   I wanna bring you smooth into my nightmare   Don't be afraid of watching life bleed   Explore my every thought, come out and sightsee   There's no man alive, that can promise breath   But once we arrive, I can promise death   And now were headed for the crossroads   Gettin deeper in the lost coves   And once we arrive   Close your motherfuckin eyes   Cause I'm about to die      Skit:   Will wake up   “what, what, what, what man? damn you ain't been listenin man?    This shit is real, man, I don't give a fuck will, you payin attention   “just drive nigga, damn? you listenin, will it's goin down, right fuckin now      I put the pistol to my temple   See the bullet in the chamber   Cocked it back and out of anger   I pulled the crack, see the shells jump out the side   Now I'm fallin back, I'm seein faces but they're all in black   I'm hearin sounds but I cant hear   I'm seein pictures in my head but they ain't clear   My every picture flashed at full speed   And now I'm feelin like I'm loosin my grips on all reality   But my reality's a battle g   And I was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality   End it all I stand tall apparently I wasn't patient enough to hear the man   Call   So now I leave myself to strive or die, but I've lost all my hopes inside,   And I just wanna die      Yo will wake the fuck up,   “what, what, what, man, damn? man I'm talkin about killin myself man   “wanna kill yourself? ? that's right I don't give a fuck   “aight? what you think I'm playin   Argument……gunshot…….car crash