Wish I didn't have this nervous laugh   Wish I didn't say half the stuff i say   Wish I could just learn to cover my tracks   Guess I'm not concerned enough with getting away with it      'Cause every time I try and hold my tongue   It slips like a fish from the line   They say if you're gonna play   You should learn how to play dumb   I guess I can't bring myself to waste your time      'Cause we both know what I've been doing   Yeah I've been intentionally bad at lying   And you're the only one I ever let see through me   And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying   And I, I hope I never improve my game   Yes, I would rather have these things weigh on my mind   'Cause at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame   There must be a light of some kind   There must be a light of some kind      Must have blown a fuse or something   'Cause it was so dark in my mind   She came up to me with the sweetest face   And she was holding a light of some kind   And I still think of you as my boyfriend   I don't think this is the end of the world   And maybe you should follow my example   And go meet yourself a really nice girl      'Cause we both know what I've been doing   Yeah I've been intentionally bad at lying   And you're the only boy I ever let see through me   And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying   And I, I hope I never improve my game   Yes, I would rather have these things weigh on my mind   'Cause at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame   There must be a light of some kind   There must be a light of some kind   I want light, of some kind      In the end the world comes down to just a few people   For you it comes down to one   But no one ever asked me if I thought I could be   Everything to someone   And there's a crowd of people harboured in every person   There are so many roles that we play   And you've decided to love me for eternity   Im still deciding who i want to be today      'Cause we both know what I've been doing   Yeah I've been intentionally bad at lying   And you're the only boy I ever let see through me   And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying   And I, I hope I never improve my game   Yes, I would rather have this thing weigh on my mind   'Cause at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame   There must be a light of some kind   I want light of some kind   I want light of some...   Gimme light    Of some kind   I want light of some kind