Looking up I saw nothing but blue in the bluest sky   And now it's creeping across my eye   Going down in my mind, down in my mind   I'm high and I'm hopeless so help me to get untied      Fast asleep now I'm going blind   Falling down in my mind, down in my mind   Just fine, emulate the style, a competition smile   Now I'm running, not looking and opening up my brain      Where it's easy to lose my name   Looking dumb in the rain, dumb in the rain   I'm hoping you'll notice that no one else helps me grow   Oh, it's not easy to let you know      What I'm dying to show, dying until you know   Pretending all the while, a competition smile   Now I've thrown something far and it haunts me like a curse   I'm like a stone falling hard and I'm only getting worse      Looking up I saw nothing but blue in the bluest sky   And now it's creeping across my eye   And going down in my mind, down in my mind   I'm high and I'm hopeless so help me to get untied      Fast asleep now I'm going blind   Falling down in my mind, down in my mind   Just fine, pretending all the while   A competition smile, I'm hiding high