If I told you I could love you   I feel you'll think I'm weak   I never had a friend who was my lover   Honestly      When I wake up from my sleep   And I feel you next to me   I'm so happy inside but I'll be crushed   If you leave      It's so black, it's so sad   No one understands my hell   It's so black, it's so sad   I'm a stranger to myself      See, a man can hurt a woman   It'll burn but she'll still forgive   But a woman who is unfaithful   Kills a man      Darkness fall on anyone   Who welcomes it   When you're in my bed   It's my home and it's sacred      It's so black, it's so sad   No one understands my hell   It's so black, it's so sad   I'm a stranger to myself      No one understands my hell   It's my own, it's my own   It's so black, it's so sad   No one understands me      I'm always alone   'Cause no one, no one