out here    i can barely see my breath   surrounded    by jealousy and death   i can't be reached   i've only had one call   dragged underneath   seperate from you all      this time    i've lost my own return   in spite of    everything i've learned   i hid my tracks   spit out all my air   slipped into cracks   stripped of all my cares      i'm so tired    sheep are counting me   no more struggle   no more energy   no more patient   you can write that down   it's all too crazy   i'm not sticking 'round