I got outta town   Like I knew I should   I got outta town   Like I knew I would      But when I close my eyes   And the dawn don't come   I think to myself   What a disgrace I've become      But she won't fail me   'Cause she's my friend   And she won't rat me out   I'm a boy to her eye   And she won't fail me   Even when she hates me      I use to think a lot   But now I watch the grain   I used to fall in love   With shit like subway trains      And although my liberty   Has been taken away now   I take it all, I take it all   Day by day      But she can't fail me   'Cause she's my friend   And she won't rat me out   I'm a boy to her eye   And she won't fail me   Even when she hates me   Even when she hates me      I get the fallen down   About twice a week   They say I'm all fucked up   (All fucked up)   But I know talk is cheap      But when I close my eyes   And the dawn don't come by   I think to myself   What a disgrace I've become      But she can't fail me   'Cause she's my friend   And she won't rat me out   I'm a boy to her eye   And she won't fail me   Even when she hates me   Even when she hates me