And I thought to close my mouth   With a padlock on the night   Leave the battlefield behind   Stay out the fight   Not lose my sight      Now I only want to be   With no pistol at my brain   But at times it gets so lonely   Could go insane   Could lose my aim      Now I only want to live   With no teardrops in my eyes   But at times it feels like no chance   No clear blue skies   Grey cloudy lies      No clear blue skies   Grey cloudy lies