Here I stand   On the proving ground   Mortal man   Hiding my failures   And I can   Leave here without a sound   But then where would I be?   Broken again, lonely and free   Without a friend      I know I have demons to battle   So I pray for the strength    that I haven't yet found   I'll go where the Diamondbacks rattle   And wait for the day   On the hot proving ground      Lately my faith   Dwindles like kindling in fire   Shimmers and shakes    like a ghost in the wind   Glimmers and waits for the change to begin   Lately my faith      I know….      If I hold on 'till the new sun arrives   If some small part of my true self survives   Then I might run like a child on the sand   Never to carry this burden again   And oh here it comes, the one thing I forgot   The secret I found is the secret I lost   But can I believe in the truth I betrayed   Can I make peace with the choices I made   Help me hold on      I know…