I was frantically looking for something   it's okay to stumble, so go forward   I know it's foolish, I just run on without regret   the only one I can trust is myself, I didn't need friends   the fangs I bared at anything and everything   sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting   I wanna be strong, give me the strength to live on my own   honestly, I was just scared of betrayal   I knew that nothing would change if I kept running away   but I couldn't change myself.   the loneliness I prided myself on   was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams   the self assertion I prided myself on called 'RIOT'   there was no freedom, nothing beyond this light.   Teenage Bluely Days   I was drowning in each rough new day   before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness   It was hard. To be honest,   I really didn't want to be on my own.      Since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face   It's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others   hurt... Then you want to cry, face the great big sky   and scream out in a loud voice   that you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are.   the encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends   spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me light   the loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself on   were a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams   If there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky   I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off   I began running, frantically aiming for the sky   I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell   was 'freedom'.   with a wonderful family, and wonderful friends   these were the best days of my life, If I'm reborn   let's meet again...