How could I be so happy   And still feel so messed up inside   I've broken all the records   For the unhappiest man alive   And spending time with you is like   Having a needle in my eye   So how could I be so happy   And still feel so messed up inside      (chorus)   Maybe I was wrong for thinking   There was something there for me   And maybe it's not about the truth   'Cause the truth didn't set me free   And maybe there's a million people   Who could feel the way that I do   But is doesn't matter now   I still got a thing for you      How could I keep on laughing   Just to know we didn't try   To put out all the bridges   But instead we stoke them and feed the fire   And over my shoulder's the smoke   And the gloom as it hangs in the air   So how could I keep on laughing   When I know the bridge isn't there      Maybe I was wrong for thinking   There was something there for me   And maybe it's not about the truth   'Cause the truth couldn't set me free   And maybe there's a million people   Who could feel the way that I do   But it doesn't matter now   I still got a thing for you      (repeat chorus 1x)      fuck me