What if i had stayed to save myself, would you mind       What if this was done in self defence would you mind       What if i had stayed and just played dumb, on your side       What if this was more than self pretence, sick lie future calling me       Need you, warning, never going to catch you falling   Bleed you, swarm in, sick lie future calling       What if i had taken everything, would you mind       What if i had choosen not to stare, sick lie       Need you, warning, never going to catch you falling   Bleed you, swarm in, sick lie future calling       And I feel like i'm missing something