finally contented soul   now did you lacerate   me long enough      while all enticing secrets   were slowly whispering   'unearthly love'      the words I have the spells I know   were not enough to make you happy   to make you smile again      like roses your drugs in bloom   in psychic beauty   my frantic heart      I thought I saw you gloating over   my private inferno   you owe me answers      the words I have the spells I know   were not enough to make you happy   to make you smile again      the nights and days – in wasteful void   the glints of hope – as small defense   the smiles I faked – the blood I shed   my drifts of smoke – my 3 letter friends      the words I have the spells I know   were not enough to make you happy   to make you smile again