I exchange thoughts with the clouds   I hold my breath   Ahh, it's just hard shell you can't see   Is that where the bottom is? The shadow burns me   Ahh, I just want to keep forgetting   Slip your desires into the ants' nest   Come now, all you have to do now is be reborn again      Let tomorrow sleep and peacefulness will turn to you   Free yourself and go with your razor sharp emotions   Even the twisted flow is the proof that you are alive   I invite the tearfully-indulging tomorrow      The inculcated Dogra Magra   The pain of the mark and the one and only personality   And those colorful eyes all decorated I don't want them anymore   Is hypocrisy going to come and take it away?   The lonely red stage at night   I dedicate the following to the aspiring leading actor   That's where the truth is      The small corner of my un-cheatable heart says "I still want to be here"   Who can't we forgive?   I let them hear my cold voice   And i swear      I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell   I carve the sins What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind?      "I've stared at the strong shining moon long enough to be bored   can't even turn myself into a werewolf   But just enough to become crazy by the darkness   I want to suck the neck   The emptiness of the remains   I won't let you sleep   At the age where you just want attention...tonight I might go crazy for you."      Everyone wants to reach out their hand and grab happiness   But they just end up becoming the monster that lies deep in darkness   The end has already come to life   It will take form at zero and will crawl back into the uterus and rot   Every time this happens your faces crumble      No one wants to talk about truth that hurts the ear   The suppressed minds      Compensate the sins and let life be gone      The emptiness of the antithesis   Becomes the choking and crying land   Bury the bones in the common land immersed in thesis   Be burdened by depression   The gritty tsunami takes me away and I smile with bitter tears   Couldn't understand the value of things   The hanging of the necks at the 13 stairs   Seeing people becoming friendly while clapping hands   That mixes in with sissy thoughts and hurts others   Seeing you like this it's just too sad      Splash of blood   Squashing basic instincts   Talk about death      I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven and hell   I carve the sins. What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with the wind?      No one wants to talk about the truth that hurts the ear   The suppressed minds      Compensate the sins, and let life be gone      Is it a sin for me to live because I am evil?         -------------------------------------------------------------------------      Kumo to kawasu kokyuu wo tomete   aa tada moumoku no kara   koko ga soko ka? Kageri ni mi wo yakare   aa tada wasurete itai   ari no su e to yoku wo suberase   saa ima umare kawareba ii      ashita wo nemurasete furimuku yasuragi   surudoku togaru kanjou ni mi wo makasete   uneru nagare sae ikiteru akashi to   namida to bashiru ashita wo sasou      uetsuku dogura, magura   hadara no itami to yuiitsu no jinkaku   irotoridori ni kazaritsukerareta hitomi mo, mou iranai   Mata gizen ga tsuresatte iku no ka?   hitori kiri no makka na yoru budai   wakiagaru tateyakusha ni sasageru   koko ga shinjitsu da      gomakasenai kokoro no katasumi ni wa "mada koko ni itai"   Yurusenai no wa dare?   hieta koe wo hibikase chigau      gou to ayumu tenshi saketa ware kono mi to sakebu   Batsu to kizamu kaze to kiero ware no akasi wa?      "konkou ni kagayaku tsuki wa mou miaki sou na kurai nagametan da   ookami ni mo naresou ni nai yami ni kuruisou da   kubi wo kuraitai hakanaki zangai nemurase wa shinai kara   amaetai toshigoro ga... sayonara kimi ni kuruisou da"      dareshi mo ga koufuku to bakari ni   te wo nobashi yami ni hisomu oni to naru   mou sude ni owari wa umareta   katachi wa zero ni umare shikyuu ni haimodori kusaru   kurikaeyu do kuzurete yuku omera no omo ga      mimi wo kudaku shinsou ni wa dare mo fure ya shinai   yokuatsu sareta ishi      tsumi wo bai inochi yo sare      hakanaki anchiteeze musebinaku chi e to   teeze ni hitaru kyouyuu ni hone wo umete   yuutsu, seou mama zaratsuku tsunami ni   saraware nigai namida to warau   kachi wo midasezu hibikukuri juusan kaidan   memeshii shisou ni mazari kizutukeru   sonna kimi ga nan da ka kanashisugiru      chi shibuku honnou fumitsubishi   shi wo kataru      gou to ayumu tenshi saketa ware kono mi to sakebu   Batsu to kizamu kaze to kiero ware no akasi wa?      mimi wo kudaku shinsou ni wa dare mo fure ya shinai   yokuatsu sareta ishi      tsumi wo bai inochi yo sare      ore ga aku de aru ga yue ni   Ikiru imi sae tsumi na no ka         ------------------------------------------------------------------------------      雲と交わす　呼吸を止めて　   嗚呼　ただ　盲目の殻   此処が底か？陰りに身を焼かれ　   嗚呼　ただ　忘れていたい   蟻の巣へと　欲を滑らせ　   さあ　今　生まれ変わればいい      明日を眠らせて　振り向く安らぎ   鋭く尖る　感情に身を任せて   うねる流れさえ生きてる証と   涙に耽る明日を慕う      うえつくドグラ、マグラ   斑の痛みと唯一の人格   色取り取りに飾りつけられた瞳も、もういらない   また偽善が連れ去って行くのか？   独りきりの真っ赤な夜舞台   湧き上がる立役者に捧げる   此処が真実だ      誤魔化せない心の片隅には「まだ此処に居たい」   許せないのは誰？   冷えた声を響かせ　誓う      業と歩む　天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ   罰と刻む　風と消えろ我の証は？      「金剛に輝く月はもう　見飽きそうなくらい眺めたんだ   狼にもなれそうにない　闇に狂いそうだ   首を喰らいたい　儚き残骸　眠らせはしないから   甘えたい年頃が・・・小夜なら　君に狂いそうだ」      誰しもが幸福とばかりに　手を伸ばし闇に潜む鬼となる   もうすでに終わりは生まれた   形は零に生まれ子宮に這い戻り腐る   繰り返す度　崩れてゆくお前等の面が      耳を砕く真相には誰も触れやしない   抑圧された意志      罪を贖い命よ去れ      儚きアンチテーゼ　咽び泣く地へと   テーゼに浸る共有に骨を埋めて   憂鬱、背負うまま　ざらつく津波に   さらわれ苦い涙と笑う   価値を見出せず　首縊り十三階段   手を叩き馴れ合う人   女々しい思想に混ざり傷付ける   そんな君がなんだか悲しすぎる      血しぶく　本能　踏み潰し   死を語る      業と歩む　天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ   罰と刻む　風と消えろ我の証は？      耳を砕く真相には誰も触れやしない   抑圧された意志      罪を贖い命よ去れ      俺が悪があるが故に   生きる意味さえ罪なのか？