Born without dying empty   walk alone for a lifetime denied   the spark of life forever missing   a fear so vast it grows inside      Soul bleeding never healing   at the end of the day my spirit leaving      Of all I own handful of a   solid void what's left to give   can't get rid of all this guilt   blame myself for as long as I live      Blind, Cold, Bitter [sings "Desire" 1st time]   from dreamfield to death   wasted life on living   suicidals see no reason for another breath      Still forsaken hope all taken   keep on feeding the nightmares within   I see it clear still so tragic   against frustration no one wins      Sinking deep into depression   suffering the weight of confession      Upon the loss of a better fate   laid out before me all pure hate