Why can't I see to step away   I forced myself to live this way   Tortured by the drugs I take   Pushed to the edge again      Can't seem to reach a point   Where I'm comfortable (I'm comfortable)   Awake but asleep   My mind is unreasonable (It's unreasonable)   Feeling so weak   I become too insecure (Too insecure)   I hate what I see   I want this life no more   No more   No more      Why can't I see to step away   I forced myself to live this way   Tortured by the drugs I take   Pushed to the edge again      I need to believe that    Substance isn't a cure (Cure)   I'm feeling the need   To change this life I hold (Hold)   I'm looking to see but   Life's too unpredictable (Unpredictable)   Stuck in my ways   I'm trapped inside this hole   This hole   This hole      Why can't I see to step away   I forced myself to live this way   Tortured by the drugs I take   Pushed to the edge again      Why (It's how I feel)   Why (It's what is real)   Why (It's how I feel)   Why      I'm drifting away   I'm slipping away   I'm drifting away   Can't seem to heal      I'm feeling so weak   I've become too insecure   Stuck in my ways   I'm trapped inside this hole   Again      Tortured by the drugs I take   Pushed to the edge again      Why (It's how I feel)   Why (It's what is real)   Why (It's how I feel)   Why      You don't know how I feel   You don't know what is real   Now I feel   What is this   What is this   What is this   What is this      What is this