[verse#1]   The years have gone by    and i still think of u.    Couldnt sleep at night,    I was just thinking what to do.   All i wanted was to see that u cared,   but wen the time was right,    U were never there.   Tonight i saw u and i knew this day would come,   I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb.       [verse #2]   look at me looking better than u ever did    i wanna show u something that i know we never had    even tho i tried i couldnt walk away    couldnt say things i really had to say to you ..anymore    but im trying not try... anymore.    trying not to try.       [verse#3]   been waitin for this moment for too long    and i want it so bad but i know its wrong    why cant u feel the way i do for u    why do i keep holding on..      Trying.... Im trying not to try   Trying...Im trying not to try