They all dedicate lines to you    Thin lines, easy seen through.    Of course they do to be like others, who    all feel something I wont pretend to feel just for you    because Ive never ever wanted anything from you.    Ive watched them marry up    their wives and lives with ties and lies,    Ive seen them fuck infatuation    And call it you so they feel safer    I hope youll stay with them forever    Let them sit back and never dream thoughts like mine    Scared hearts running from you    Take longer to prove    They can sit back and laugh while others do    But still they hold you in awe    Am I the first to ever question you exist?    Why do I throw up when she says she gives me herself only for you    Or her belief in you is only for me    Sometimes I almost envy the need, but dont see the prize.