I can't feel the greed through your eyes   Fixes we need are not the same   You want the drug that told you to walk away   I want an answer for the past decade   It's not what you say to me that bothers me   Just what you left in haste in reality   Never believed you were real, so I never relied on you   For the gin-blackened soul that left me behind   He's a father a man now- a life of his own   He fell for the you, that has nothing to show and   Knows you'll die alone   Ten years' gone- a ruined man   Too hard to fight the bottle in hand   Time has been taken to understand   Fitting harder as time goes on