you know it hurts me    to see those people hangin' 'round you all the time    what about someday    to know you're laughin' there is messin' with my mind    damage setting in    tell me where you been    try not to ask again    breakouts i can't defend    twisted messages i send    i walk over and we smile and all get set    where we take up    is where i wake up    it's a vice that's feelin' tight around my head    i can't place it    still can't waste it    it's kind of useless    to tell you everything that needs to end today    i'd be confused less    if you'd just grab me your way, then be on your way    i can't let it go    starting to really show    don't you think i've tried    don't you want it inside    what could be left to hide       you know it hurts me    to see those people hangin' 'round you all the time    it sure seems lonesome    but you're still hangin' there, it's messin' with my mind    you can't expect much    not so out of touch    if i ask again    nothing i'll defend    but i can pretend    i walked over and we smile and all the rest    where we take up    is where i wake up    it's a two ton weight that's wrapped around my chest    i just knew it    can't get through it    and now it's finally just inches from my eye    i can't place it    still can't waste it    when you stomp on the last thing i've left to try    is where i wake up