Can't believe a single word I've said   And every subject's the only one that's dead   And there's nothing from my side   Just yourself   You'll split   I'll began   'Bout to fight      Greatest stories pass, in my mind   Must be a better way to pass my time   To think the focus just belongs to me   Selfish man, I know I'm nothing to me      So when I thought I had more to say   Swimmin' in my head   Chained to this corpse   For one more day      Little lies start around   Not a show, feel so down   And I struggle right inside out   Reach the wall, spiral down   Retchedness   I'm hardly standing still   I'll be there      Sometimes thinking right   I can't believe I was chosen to exist   'Cause only Jesus Christ can slit his wrists, he says   So though we kill this need to always understand   Cut the world and tell me it fits on the back of your hand