it's been runnin' for a long time   and it's runnin' out in my mind   i can't explain it all to you   it's really jumbled up   so for longer now i'm messed up   and i'm wishin' now i'd fessed up   that concern's no use to you   it feeds the pain that's done      so forget how i am dealin'   explain to me the feelin'   it gets to that point instantly   you're ready to unload   and i'm the one you're spitting at   i'm ready for my fitting at   doesn't make much sense   but when i get it calm it's slow      it's hard to admit anything   i'm sorry for the weight i bring   i'll do whatever's necessary   to make your mind glow soft   it's played out too far to stew   and i've run out of grace with you   so i'm out and take a walk   and we'll be better off      whether i lied   as much as you tried   whatever you decide   i hope it's good to you   for everybody's sake   lord knows we all need a break   do what you got to   this is hard to take      to the time i spent discussin'   i'll sit back and stop the fussin'   i won't mention it to anyone   and we'll be better off   i won't admit to anything   sorry for the weight i bring   do whatever's necessary   to make your mind glow soft      whether i lied   as much as you tried   whatever you decide   i hope it's good to you   for everybody's sake   lord knows we all need a break   do what you got to   this is hard to take