as if in a dream   only one man   can know   he tastes the dirt   he chews the dirt   the dirt   the filth   now swallow   the filth of it   cold sweat   runs down slow   just choke   the filth of it   now swallow   mixed withhot tastes of blood   and the cold taste of defeat   i want to die   jsut one more time   roll over and die   white lights mad and MANIACAL   seep out dark brick walls   you   just shun heavens thunder   while laughing at the sky   with a hiss of the nightmare's downpour   laughing at the sky   now wake up and... DIE   just one more time   as if in a dream   only one more time   i must die