My throat is tight   And the Hate has Risen   This Wrist is Steel   And his jaw is Glass   Or so I thought   I'm still here alone   Drinking this last sip of my Life   So build me Up!   Shut me Down!   Watch me wave this Pistol all around!      If you wanna fire bullets then take my Gun      Let's go back and write a Letter   Saying nothing about how or what we meant to say   Time ticks on and the hours are fading   My hopes are High from Anticipation   I've drunk so much how's my mouth gone dry      Your guy is staring at me   Up go two of my fingers   This heart is stone   And his fingers brittle      The Last song is over   This pains still here with me   I need to Forget about you   So I'm sneaking out my bottle   And lighting up a Joint   This pains coming home with me tonight