I know I should be more grateful   grateful for everytihng I have   And I know I should be less downfall   But unfortunately Iam just human   I'm in a big hole surrounded by fear   I'm in a deep dark hole   Deep enough for me to disapear   But should I go if earth the only place I know   All I know is I don't wantthis anymore   Livin' out life without nowhere what a distant is searching for      There are days where I would love to be somebody else   Days where I am fighting myself   There are days where I wish I would be a child again   And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last   Days where I wish I would be dead      Step back, stay away from me   Can't you respect that I only need my peace   These days I'm too weak to see   These days I'm all about me   I don't want to talk this out   Cause there are certain things we don't need to talk about   The silence in between will let you know what I mean   And each time I try to escape   I pray to go not to let me fake   And to take my doubts away   Hum hum....      There are days where I would love to be somebody else   Days where I am fighting myself   There are days where I wish I could be a child again   And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last   Days where I wish I would be dead....