Gettin so weak    And i wish u understood    How u make me feel    'cause right now i don't feel real    And you don't even listen    To the words that i speak    And the thoughts that i'm havin r gettin me really freaked    And the tears in my eyes    Fall like rain from the sky    Like the planets unligned    And your questioning why    I don't get the point    It just makes no sense    I thought it was the beginning    Have I reached the end       I'm hiding from my friends    How could they understand me    When they do not know me    They can't show me    How to live my life    What is wrong from right    But then again    Who am i    Look back the days    When i tried so hard    Just to fit in    The way i am feeling    Where do i begin